Sometimes on the spiritual path we can unconsciously be avoiding our life.
In the moment it might not feel like this, we may be thinking, dreaming, feeling and studying as we go through our days, but in some way we don’t feel entirely here with our life.
This is the great paradox of the human journey- this balance of simultaneously transcending and embodying the entire human experience.
Lately, I feel like I am coming back to myself. I can see that for a long time I have been avoiding really living my life because a lot of time being human seems like a big, pointless waste if time.
I think many people know this feeling.
What I am seeing in my energy healing sessions lately though is that there are many, many, many old souls out there who are not thrilled that they have incarnated into a human body once again.
In the energy healing sessions I provide, I have developed a healing technique that takes us back into the time before we incarnated and heals the resistance of the incarnation journey so we can be more fully, here now.
Many of us were living different types of existences before we incarnated, and it can make this experience of being human feel very strange. This can cause us to have resistance to the entire experience, which makes daily life less then optimal.
This is where Mindfulness can really assist us.
Mindfulness is all about being in the moment as it is. And when we are subconsciously wishing we weren’t here this really prevents us from fully living.
When we are stunted in our ability to fully embody this human experience it limits our karmic growth. We don’t develop and evolve by avoiding our life instead we create growth by fully embracing our reality and transforming it through awareness, willingness and love.
This can be hard to do alone because the beliefs in our system causing the resistance are not from this life, or the experiences in this life, so the mind can’t figure out why we don’t feel right.
Healing can’t always come from the mind.
There is so much karmic resonance in our system from unknown places, causing us to react all the time, we will never consciously be able to know what all of it is.
And we don’t need to.
But we do need to fully embody being human. The tastes, the smells, the heartbreak and joy. The more we fully experience them, without the subtle shield of avoiding the moment through analyzing everything with the mind, the more our life will unfold for us with newer and greater opportunities for expansion.
If you relate to this sense of not fully embodying your life, and feel like you often avoid being human, and would like to live more fully- perhaps I can help with an energy healing session.
I know for me, that as I come into greater embodiment of the total human experience, I also feel like I am transcending the mundane and touching into deeper and deeper metaphysical aspects of this human experience.
This is what the planet needs- for us to open to all the energies that are beyond first sight. Beyond survival and consumerism, but instead truly embrace generosity, openness and a willingness to live in harmony with the natural flow of the world.
We each need to do this in ourselves so that we can bring it to the world.